random thoughts from gay shanghai

It's time to let go. Let go of my anxiousness about this job, fear for authorities and do my own thing. I've learnt so much about myself these past few weeks, so all in all it's a blessing (when the old man lost his horse, who knew if it wouldn't be a good thing... Chinese saying). Anyway, holiday is coming up, so lots of time for introspection, reading and writing. It'll do me good I'm sure.

It's such a beautiful day today. The sun is out, it's dry and cold, just the way I like my winter weather. Now if the streets would be covered in snow, that would be heaven. But i'll take this any day over all the rain that has fallen!

If in the end I'm left with no money, I know I'll have my friends and family. So what the fuck am I so scared of?! I need to grow up to a certain extent.

QAF: Mourn the losses, because they are many. But celebrate the victories, because they are few.

Watching Friends right now. Watching it makes you feel good, but then that's all there is. A bit superficial and afterwards you're left with nothing but a smile on you face. A faint one. But at least a smile. I wish there were more shows like SATC which make you actually think, are funny, fashionable and enjoyable at the same time.