random thoughts from gay shanghai

Where every step is a battle
The war does commence

Went swimming this afernoon to a so-called swimming pool. Only problem was nobody was swimming, just having fun in the water. All for that, but at least in China they have separate lanes for people who want to exercise, not play.

Something weird happened to me again today. My parents went to our neighbours' home for drinks, Sean was upstairs watching something online, which meant i felt quite by myself. What did I do? Cleaning! And it felt so good; cleaning can be very cleansing... Made me miss having my own place again, and being at home alone, doing whatever I want. Including cleaning.

Today, I've done some work, gone for a car drive to practice my skills, made a very nice lunch, went swimming, had sex, made dinner and still I feel like I haven't done a thing, like i've wasted a day of my life...

When battles are fought
The war comes to an end
In the eye of minds
Pleasant rain abounds